8.5.11 Mother's day.

My beautiful baby Jeffree Star and my husband Andy Biersack. ;) xxx

Now, I don't like any occasions, like people's birthday or today, mother's day. Among all these celebrations like birthdays, mother's/father's day, national day, total defense day, election day, halloween, easter day; I love christmas day the most. I will get all hyped alone in my room and count down to christmas every year without fail. Even though it means that I won't get any present, I'll still be very happy on christmas day itself. And all these years, my christmas mood didn't go to waste. Because guess what? I'm going to America to celebrate christmas this year! Well, provided if I could save up enough money. :P

Which remind me of this girl, Samm, who's bigger than me by a few years (I think?). I just want to thank her so much for being real. We share almost everything you can think of. She helped me in one way and another. She's the only one who I called true friend. I treat her as my *best friend.

Bestfriend: Someone who you can trust, someone who you can turn to, someone who you love/who loves you, someone who didn't say that she will be there but is there.

Thank you Samm, for being my friend. -hugs- And introducing Tyler to me.

Okay, come back! I got a bit carried away by the dedication. Hahaha. So.. today is mother's day. Just wanna show you guys my mom:

She look younger than me. Wtfwtf. Was taken on her birthday at my grandpa's stall. After this photo was post on facebook, my friends say that I'm not filial because I brought my mom to the coffeeshop to celebrate her birthday. So I'm like "dude, she's working" then they're like -speechless; feeling embarrassed-. I'll own a restaurant, making my grandpa the boss of the whole restaurant and my mom being the assistant with hot american chefs. You people (especially haters) will be saying "oh bitch please", but you know I'm gonna be more successful than you think you are. Just 6 words for my mom: I'm appreciative for what you've done. 

Ending with a photo of myself:

And thank you so much people, my fanpage reached 200 likes yesterday!

And lastly, third vlog (am getting used to talking to the camera hehe):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZXPYb-aeSA

20.4.11 Special post.

Read the title.

Wanted to spam my blog with photos of my dear Black Veil brides but most of my friends name them as "scary" which I wouldn't give a fuck about it. But I shall not scare my readers. But I got to post this.

First try, not perfect but I think I look awesome here. So much for Black Veil Brides. Follow me on twitter by the way, well, for the sake of latest updates! :)

Let's start about this damn thing that I still can't get over with. 

Basically, I laughed at him (he's from scream 4 if you're wondering) for this:

So he took his revenge like this:

This freaks me out. I swear.

10.4.11 Standing alone.

Don't you just love it when you know that you've got readers? Knowing that you could actually pour out everything and your reader will listen to whatever you want to say. What I want to say is, I stand strong alone. Flirts, betrayers, backstabbers, liars and etc. They are all around me. Everywhere. Why me? Why must it always be me? Why. Hundred and thousand of questions swirling round and round in my head. Thinking why I fall into the trap of fakes one after another. Wondering why am I wandering around like some stupid nerd trying to get some friends. After each time I tell myself that I need to wake up, I cannot trust people so easily anymore, I tends to fall into another trap. For the same fuckin' mistake. What's wrong with me I wonder. Am I not cold enough? Or was it them the ones who's too good in acting?

Guys saying they love you but flirting another bitch. What's wrong with the world. These people need to die. Earth is a beautiful place. But it is ruined by these people. These heartless people who is going everywhere to ruin one's life, is also ruining earth. Yes, everything is unfair. Nothing is ever fair. A lot more people is suffering out there. More than the pain I've been going through the past years. Get over it and carry on with your life bitches. Even if it means standing alone like what I'm doing right now. I'm fine, I've been fine, and I am doing fine. I need no one's approval. Watch me as I prove those haters wrong.

Did I mention that I hate it when people ask me what happen? I did and this is the third time I'm saying this. Not because I don't want to let you know what on earth happened. It's that I can't find ways to explain what exactly happened. Or I should phrase it this way, even if I tell you what happened, what can you do? There's a saying goes by you'll feel better after sharing. Hah, no. I feel stupid for sharing. For letting another living creature know what's going on around me. Why must everyone know about my life? I hate to explain and I don't explain. Mark my words. I might lose friends because of my harsh sayings after I click on the button written 'publish post' but hey look, this is me. I am me. The queen who stands strong alone.

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