Showing posts with label Firsts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Firsts. Show all posts
10.10.13 01/10/13
Where has the days gone? Although it felt like it took forever to get through September, the beginning of October went so fast like poof, it's now the tenth day of a new month and I'm still here typing my supposedly due post. You know.. September. All I was trying to do is to be enough, I forgot who I am, I lost myself. I find it hard because some things just get on my nerves so bad at that moment. I meant good but the way I try to get my point across weren't right.
I keep expecting more/wanting more and because I've been focusing on getting more, I forgot what is actually happening around me. I just want more. I'm overwhelmed by the things happening, so overwhelmed I don't even want to know what they are. I had many moments where I'm just like maybe I'm asking too much, maybe it's really impossible thinking it's okay to just let everything go and so I can start afresh but no. It's like, instead of thinking that I'm half done with my life, think of it this way - I'm half complete with my life.
Since school reopens I've been trying to get used to waking up early again and getting all the sleep I've missed back so I'm lacking in videos and posts. I'll get my life back together! I need to.
Something exciting that's happening this week is that I'm going to Malaysia tomorrow! The last time I went there was last year, I remember I didn't have enough money to get the Chanel Litalumieré Aqua foundation and I was so frustrated at some people who came out with excuses just to not lend me money. Argh! Hopefully this time it'll be better.
I think I'll end here for this post. Goodbye! Have a nice day everyone. x
1.2.12 First day of the love month.
Just wanted to do some updates. School's been busy (kinda) and the beginning of this month will be super busy.
Here's the update:
3-4 February - Camp.
7-8 February - Camp.
13 February - Role-play.
14 February - Napha test.
Those dates basically mean that I won't reply formspring/emails, get on fanpage or tumblr. But I will be on twitter!
Thinking of 14/2... No matter you're spending it alone or with someone, make sure you're happy. I mean, valentine's day is just another day that many people think it's the best day to do something special with their partners. It's not like Christmas, a big special festive season. Also, people mistaken valentine's day as a day for couples. Bullshit. Valentine's day is a day for you to spend time with your loved ones! Stop being like a loner asking who would like to be your valentine and shit like that. It's not cool, at all.
I will try to take lousy quality photos (cuz I can't bring cameras) while I'm having camp this Friday and squeeze a blog post out! c: