Don't you just love it when you know that you've got readers? Knowing that you could actually pour out everything and your reader will listen to whatever you want to say. What I want to say is,
I stand strong alone. Flirts, betrayers, backstabbers, liars and etc. They are all around me. Everywhere. Why me? Why must it always be me? Why. Hundred and thousand of questions swirling round and round in my head. Thinking why I fall into the trap of fakes one after another. Wondering why am I wandering around like some stupid nerd trying to get some friends. After each time I tell myself that I need to wake up, I cannot trust people so easily anymore, I tends to fall into another trap. For the same fuckin' mistake. What's wrong with me I wonder. Am I not cold enough? Or was it them the ones who's too good in acting?
Guys saying they love you but flirting another bitch. What's wrong with the world. These people need to die. Earth is a beautiful place. But it is
ruined by these people. These heartless people who is going everywhere to ruin one's life, is also ruining earth. Yes, everything is unfair. Nothing is ever fair. A lot more people is suffering out there. More than the pain I've been going through the past years. Get over it and carry on with your life bitches. Even if it means standing alone like what I'm doing right now. I'm fine, I've been fine, and
I am doing fine. I need no one's approval. Watch me as I prove those haters wrong.
Did I mention that I hate it when people ask me what happen? I did and this is the third time I'm saying this. Not because I don't want to let you know what on earth happened. It's that I can't find ways to explain what exactly happened. Or I should phrase it this way, even if I tell you what happened, what can you do? There's a saying goes by
you'll feel better after sharing. Hah, no. I feel stupid for sharing. For letting another living creature know what's going on around me. Why must everyone know about my life? I hate to explain and I don't explain. Mark my words. I might lose friends because of my harsh sayings after I click on the button written 'publish post' but hey look, this is me. I am me. The queen who stands strong alone.
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