24.12.14 The Big Gushcloud Expose?
First of all, I don't get the whole fight between Nuffnang and Gushcloud. Second of all, I am actually an actual nobody. Last of all, I cannot tolerate when people say shit about my friend when I know that particular friend very well.
I'm referring to this two posts: One from Xiaxue & another from Kife
Every blogger (especially well-known ones) will say things about how much they value the trust of their fans/supporters. If you've been here for awhile with me, you would know the kind of person I am so I need not put a disclaimer. If you're new, you can just read and set a conclusion yourself. No pressure. There shouldn't be.
If you're lazy to read the two posts I just linked you, I'll summarise them for you: both talking about masking ads. Xiaxue saying GC mask ads and Kife saying Xiaxue does it herself too because she accidentally forgotten to erase off the "Hello Wendy! Here's your EDITED caption for skinny mint 2nd IG:" below -
HONESTLY NOT A BIG DEAL.
People doesn't care about me but still I'm going to give my two cents about masking ads.
I'm referring to this two posts: One from Xiaxue & another from Kife
Every blogger (especially well-known ones) will say things about how much they value the trust of their fans/supporters. If you've been here for awhile with me, you would know the kind of person I am so I need not put a disclaimer. If you're new, you can just read and set a conclusion yourself. No pressure. There shouldn't be.
If you're lazy to read the two posts I just linked you, I'll summarise them for you: both talking about masking ads. Xiaxue saying GC mask ads and Kife saying Xiaxue does it herself too because she accidentally forgotten to erase off the "Hello Wendy! Here's your EDITED caption for skinny mint 2nd IG:" below -
HONESTLY NOT A BIG DEAL.
6.12.14 IDK
Yet another night filled with thoughts. I chose to blog about this than making a video about how I'm feeling because I try to keep the amount of negativity on my channel as low as I can. Especially when my channel is all about moving on to becoming a better person. I thought somebody could relate so.. hi.
My mood doesn't swing. It swings with people. I'm a deep feeler. I feel a lot. Feeling too much makes me think too much. Thinking too much makes me feel a lot more. Feeling so much makes me think a lot. You know how it goes.
I want to take a break from the internet and people around, go for a short getaway trip or something, make people miss me; but I'm not sure if anyone will. I want to tell people how important they are to me and would love to hear the same; but I can't tell if they are just saying what I want to hear or they actually mean it. I want people to love or miss me more than I do; but I don't know if they even love or miss me. I want to mean something in someone's life hearing about how special I am to them, so special that I don't even know; but do they even like me?
I prioritise people. Obviously I care about how I feel and such because I want to feel good but I tend to get too attached/care too much. I feel like.. when they say it's okay it actually means yes, I hope you feel better soon because you're my friend and I want to see you happy but then again, I hope you feel better so that you can shut up about that.
I'm insecure af. No I'm not. I don't even know now. How about you tell me?
Black Veil Brides and ice cream are the best help so if I'm not replying your text without a good reason, I could be crying but I'll be fine in no time. Not crazy, not depressed, just overwhelmed. Taking a breather by myself, that's the way I heal. I don't like to throw my emotional f*ck-pie on people who cares because I need them to save that concern for when I'm at my lowest. In case people I know personally reads this, you caring means the whole damn world to me.