Needless for me to say what's inside this package... guess you guys already guessed it! Let's open it together shall we? ^^
Are you getting excited yet?! :b
Don't you just love it when not only how things that're going to be shipped from one country to another are packed nicely, but also it is protected so as to make sure it'll reach you safely?
Just by looking at how Jenny packed/arrange/put it, you know she's a nice and sweet person!
Video video time~ Continue reading after watching!
As said in the video about the clip, I'm really happy that it is not bobby pin (cuz I dk how to use bobby pins) and also not crocodile hair clips like those zic zac-ed one (alligator hair clips with teeth) because that will give a zic zac shape to the hair after long. These bows' clips are alligator hair clips WITHOUT teeth! The shipping took about a week to reach me, so it's considered as fast because I ordered some things on local online store and it took them a month plus to reach me! She don't only sell hair accessories, she also sells earrings and phone accessories and all are at affordable prices so don't worry~
*aqua blue bow is for giveaway so I think it's better for me to NOT wear it.
Starting this post with a haul video first. (plz read till the end, it'll mean so much!♡)
Items and price are listed in the description box. I don't usually buy so much stuffs so that's somehow like a collective haul video which means I didn't buy ALL in one day so I'm not showing off how rich I am because many of you know that although I love branded stuffs, I'm actually a poor kid. But a cool one.
I just deleted a hate comment: (that was commented on this video)
look like you overused the eyeliner
you are so damn ugly
Another hate comment from my born this way tag video: (which is not yet deleted)
urghh your ugly appearance make me sick to my stomach.
I'm really tired of getting hate comments. Since I was young, I got rejected by the world. (which is why the video of rejections is made)
I think you guys (readers/supporters/my YouTube viewers) have guessed that this post is all about YouTube. And this post is gonna be quite a long one. Because I'll be typing out all I want to say to stop those shit from coming again.
And I really hope that you wonderful people will read till the end.
Maybe you all might be wondering why I start making videos and deleting some and start again and blahblahblah, everything is going to be explained in this post. There might be some foul language involved because you know I'm not those super gentle girly girls who can not say any words that sound bad to some super educated adults who look down on people who speak foul languages.
1. Why did you start making videos? You want to attract attention is it?
- I start making videos because I'm not accepted by the world, some people who knew me online from social networks that have only pictures, fall off their chairs after they saw me in real life and some even tell me "you look damn different in real" and then stop talking to me. Which explains clearly of what they're thinking. I decided to make videos to let people know that I have terrible crooked teeth that I hated so much when I was young, because that's the biggest reason on why I'm rejected by the world of judgemental people. Who doesn't want to feel accepted right? Some might know that I was bullied throughout my primary 2 (2nd grade) life to almost end of primary 6 (6th grade). Even when I was in secondary 1-3 (7th grade-10th grade), there's some people who don't like me because I'm a new kid, I'm a nerd, I'm not as pretty as they want me to be. I'm against bullying AND cyber-bullying because I was once bullied and the feeling is not cool at all. It actually hurts when I see people who're being bullied talk about their life on YouTube. I can even get super emotional over a tv show even though I know they are just acting.
2. Don't you hate your crooked teeth? Because that's the reason why people judge you.
- To be honest, I don't hate it, in fact I kinda like it. I don't know. I think my crooked teeth make me extra more unique. It's like crooked teeth describes me (example: which Michelle are you? - the crooked teeth one) because there's a lot people whose name is Michelle. I've changed a lot throughout these years but my primary school friends still can recognize me, by my crooked teeth and maybe by their hearts. There's this time I really want to get braces because those nasty comments are stabbing me, but I DON'T NEED to. I can't please everyone anyway, so if I fix my teeth, though I might get a lot more supporters/friends/frans (fan + friend) but there will still be some haters. Haters can find hate everywhere, they can hate on everything and I don't know how they do that. Maybe they really are confused by the meaning of admiring and liking to another weird meaning (hate).
3. Since you know your videos are boring, then why still make videos?
- I've seen many kinds of videos, some times those videos that I can't catch any humor from are the ones people think is so damn funny when I'm like "O_O..." throughout the whole video catching nothing. YouTube space is big enough to store my videos so saying "you're wasting YouTube's space" is bullshit. Different people have different kinds of like. If you don't like someone's video, hurry stop it instead of continue watching and thinking "yucks this bitch" every second/minute that passed, then at the end of the video, you comment something like "ur ugly/ur vids sucks/faggot/u just wasted my time" thinking that you're a batman for sharing your opinions but actually you're worser than that green guy who lives in a garbage bin in sesame street. I mean, are you that batch of grass in telli tabbies? Or are you the baby faced sun?! (that's a joke)
4. Your jokes are not funny at all! It's annoying.
- I said this before, I'm not a comedian, I don't even know what it takes to be a comedian, all my jokes arecold and lame but some people get it and LAUGH. That's just who I am, and those are the jokes that I can manage to come out with, cold ones. Maybe because I prefer hot to cold (weather) so when I'm VERY hot, I can come out with a cold joke to cold myself down? That was the lousiest cold joke I've ever think of.
5. I just don't like you, MichelleAKJ. You're ugly.
- That's your problem, you're beautiful.
I think that's all the questions that I think people are haunted by?
Last: I delete some of my videos because there's no point of leaving useless things there.
Sorry for boring blog entries, here's something better. I guess. New video is up!
So I woke around 3pm today. Guess why?! Prepare to have tired eyes after this! :b
I started trying to sleep at around 4+ midnight after finishing my homework. Then I was trying to sleep all this while till my mom woke around 5+. She came in my room then I "mom... mom..." so she came up to my bed, sit on top here awhile and say she's going to work soon and ask me call her for what. I say I very giddy then she never say anything so I ask her if she heard me, she say "ya. Giddy then?" so I'm thinking "how am I going to go to school later?" then she went to prepare milo for me, as usual, then when she come in I'm still lying on bed, till she came up the bed and take my temperature, half way I "mom...", she didn't answer, so I "MOM!" then she "HUH?!" and she's actually OUTSIDE setting alarm for me to wake up later. Throughout this whole time, I am wide awake. Very wide awake.
So I ask her "did you hear what I say?" or "did I say something?" then she ask "say what?" then I say "just now when you came up I told you I was super giddy." then she say "I didn't go up?! I was running late so was rushing." then I'm like "WHAT? You sat up here for awhile and still ask me I tell you I'm giddy for what." so she's like "no I didn't go up! I'm rushing how to go up?!"
I'm jelly! I went to wash up and my face is all pale even when I didn't apply any nude color lipstick (imagine how pale I look), my lips are like almost as white as the color white.
So yes, that's another scary experience, not the scariest but this is the first time experience something scary while I'm wide awake.
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You ready for my totally no make up look?
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Ok, there you go!
I know I know, I'm lack of updates, again. That's because my macbook broke down and I don't wanna use my vaio mini laptop. Though now my Macbook is fixed but I went to get a new laptop, and guess what is it? Of course it's an apple product. It's... MACBOOK AIR 11 INCH. Like finally huh. I just uploaded a new video (< click) so be sure to check it out! A proper update asap. But I really must talk about the riots in London. I can't bring myself to enjoy the night alone with my air, sitting in my room staring into the air or by sitting on the toilet bowl trying to shit because I know people in London are actually praying to be safe when I'm just sitting on my toilet bowl and praying for my shit to come out. I know that example is disgusting but that's the only example that popped into my mind while I'm typing this. No, I don't feel a bit lucky to be in a safe country, I don't have time to feel lucky, in fact I'm dead worried for people there. I mean, although we might not know people in London personally, but at least we know they are scared. So instead of thinking how to hook a girl (for guys/lesbians/bi-sexual) and how to forget a jerk (for girls/gays/bi-sexual), take the time to pray for London. My heart goes out to everyone in London, including the riots, hoping that they will wake up and stop.. rioting? Just stop all shit.
*Don't "like" this blog post if you don't have a heart to pray.
