I wanted to blog about this swensens thing few days ago but didn't really have the time. So here I am now blogging this shit at 5:23AM for you, READERS. I don't know if I still have any but yeah, here goes my bullshit about dining in swensens. It was fun by the way! Heeheee
This is basically what we've ordered! Total cost around 50$SGD.
The cheesesticks are fucking sick! You guys should really try it. But be warned that you'll need a glass, no maybe a jug of water beside you. It's very salty, but yummyyyyyyyyyy!
So that is my mom getting the forks and knives and whatever.
And that's my mom again, with the guy who looks like one of my friend. And then after knowing that, my mom says this "aiya, handsome guys all your friends!" then I'm like "of course!" hahaha. My mom is actually praising all my guy friends by saying that. Feel proud ok! And I've no idea why I can't smile to the camera no matter how hard I force my cheek to rise. My face is cramped like shit because I was laughing throughout the whole meal! Funny thing is I don't know why. But that caucasian guy was hot. Kinda cute. If you (that caucasian teenage guy) happen to see this, HI! After I finally stop my laughing, this cute malay guy with a geek real spec, mops the floor, then the stick of the mop broke. And then we were like the only both people laughing hella long in that restaurant. And my mom and that caucasian guy and one of another waiter there started smiling simply because we are laughing our asses off, like an idiot. Oh hallelujah~ so then we went to IKEA then we went to visit the doctor then we walked home. So basically, my legs almost got murdered by my heels. :D
BITCH I'M FLAWLESS.
I need inspirations for a new videoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, cuz I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you. Then why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy..
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy. Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. Cuz he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy? You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay? It’s been three days since you saw Daddy.
You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more? I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait. Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop! Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion. Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you. I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just...
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
This song is about abortion just incase you don't understand the music video/Japanese.
Love yourself and start loving life because there's people who don't even have a choice of giving up.
Like this if you cried/watery eyes after reading this post.
Like this if you think I'm awesome. (just kiddin')
Like this if you're against abortion.
Wuddup people! So I'm thinking about this for quite some time. I personally prefer vlogging to blogging. Perhaps because I like to talk to a non-living thing (camera)? So this is what I'm thinking, I'll blog small updates like when a new video is up like, NOW. Check out my lastest video > CLICK HERE! And maybe some stupid/funny/random photo I found/took. And maybe quotes too?
Don't freak me out by stalking me like on every social network I go on (I don't mind that actually hehe) but do tell me why you stalk me. Ok, stalk isn't the cool word to use. Hmmmm let's see.. Maybe love is the right word? But you know what I mean right? -Winks- Links are all on the sidebar. But just in case you have a illness, which is that you only can see things straight like only my posts, here's the link to my fanpage > CLICK HERE. Every other links are there too. Ah don't worry, the links in the fanpage are all in the middle.
Bye guys! Remember to hit the like button on where ever you see it, like just below there and on my video and if you don't have an YouTube account to like or comment on my video about how cool I am, just freaking create one, cuz you'll be called a cool kid after that. But if you didn't.. you're still cool. But just do it to get more updates coming! Baha :)
An advertorial will be at the end of this post so don't stop reading! First off, sorry for the lack of updates. I have no interesting topics to blog about. Because I'm interesting myself. Hahaha. But nevertheless, that includes if I have the time or not. Even if it means that I gotta blog about nothing. At least I blogged about nothing right?! (write me a question/write me a sweet comment on my ask.fm if you get the lame joke) Ok so now for the update. Oh but before that, happy June everyone!! And happy belated June to everyone living in Asia!
Things from here will be a summary of the trip to town yesterday. I spent quite a lot yesterday. We went almost 4 parts of town (excluding bugis & parts of orchard). Basically, we walked the WHOLE orchard. I enjoyed it quite a lot because I get the things I want. The boys were really taking care of me that day, and really making things go smoothly in the way that I want. Love the things I bought.
Although I bought only like 2 things but I'm sure I spent more than $50 there on food! And yes, only 2 things bought throughout the whole day! Part of it was because my mom will nag at me with her grandmotherparents story even when the money I spend on yesterday was my hard earn money. But then, yesterday is first June so I want every shit to go smoothly! Before I buy that gorgeous notebook, I told the boys that I'm so going to get nagging(s) so they ask me not to buy since I have a lot notebooks at home already, but then I told them how much I love it, they ask me to buy. There's this saying "follow your heart" that's why! However, I spent almost half an hour in there to decide! Gosh. I didn't know that deciding whether to buy a notebook can be so stressful! Overall, I'm thankful to the boys for "taking care" of me yesterday. Joming joked "you don't anyhow run leh! Later you lost I very hard to inform your momma leh!" when they finally found me looking at some DIY stuffs and they are looking at something else because like a kid, I saw those cute stuffs and I ran towards it thinking "omg! So cute~" and my phone was in my bag so I can't hear any sound from it. And ZhiXiang saying "then I accompany Michelle, now so late, a girl alone in town like very what" (didn't know he have a heart until he say that!) when Joming say he wants to go home soon. But we all took the same train home ite. Glad that everyone enjoyed themselves! And thanks ZhiXiang for accompanying to my doorstep because we're talking about the space behind the school beside my house and it's really haunted. So being someone who's only scared of ghosts, was SCARED. And I finally met up with YuRong & saw GuoRui (my first god-brother! We know each other for like about 7 years or more) after so long! Miss them both like shit misses urine! Soooooooooo. Yesterday I'm like a princess instead of queen. Being a princess once a while is not bad afterall.
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My spreadshirt is here! Get yours now at my merch store!
This design is not in there though. Cuz this shirt is meant for my self promotion. :P
So this is how it'll look like after you open the package.
