Items and price are listed in the description box. I don't usually buy so much stuffs so that's somehow like a collective haul video which means I didn't buy ALL in one day so I'm not showing off how rich I am because many of you know that although I love branded stuffs, I'm actually a poor kid. But a cool one.
I just deleted a hate comment: (that was commented on this video)
look like you overused the eyeliner
you are so damn ugly
Another hate comment from my born this way tag video: (which is not yet deleted)
urghh your ugly appearance make me sick to my stomach.
I'm really tired of getting hate comments. Since I was young, I got rejected by the world. (which is why the video of rejections is made)
I think you guys (readers/supporters/my YouTube viewers) have guessed that this post is all about YouTube. And this post is gonna be quite a long one. Because I'll be typing out all I want to say to stop those shit from coming again.
Maybe you all might be wondering why I start making videos and deleting some and start again and blahblahblah, everything is going to be explained in this post. There might be some foul language involved because you know I'm not those super gentle girly girls who can not say any words that sound bad to some super educated adults who look down on people who speak foul languages.
1. Why did you start making videos? You want to attract attention is it?
- I start making videos because I'm not accepted by the world, some people who knew me online from social networks that have only pictures, fall off their chairs after they saw me in real life and some even tell me "you look damn different in real" and then stop talking to me. Which explains clearly of what they're thinking. I decided to make videos to let people know that I have terrible crooked teeth that I hated so much when I was young, because that's the biggest reason on why I'm rejected by the world of judgemental people. Who doesn't want to feel accepted right? Some might know that I was bullied throughout my primary 2 (2nd grade) life to almost end of primary 6 (6th grade). Even when I was in secondary 1-3 (7th grade-10th grade), there's some people who don't like me because I'm a new kid, I'm a nerd, I'm not as pretty as they want me to be. I'm against bullying AND cyber-bullying because I was once bullied and the feeling is not cool at all. It actually hurts when I see people who're being bullied talk about their life on YouTube. I can even get super emotional over a tv show even though I know they are just acting.
2. Don't you hate your crooked teeth? Because that's the reason why people judge you.
- To be honest, I don't hate it, in fact I kinda like it. I don't know. I think my crooked teeth make me extra more unique. It's like crooked teeth describes me (example: which Michelle are you? - the crooked teeth one) because there's a lot people whose name is Michelle. I've changed a lot throughout these years but my primary school friends still can recognize me, by my crooked teeth and maybe by their hearts. There's this time I really want to get braces because those nasty comments are stabbing me, but I DON'T NEED to. I can't please everyone anyway, so if I fix my teeth, though I might get a lot more supporters/friends/frans (fan + friend) but there will still be some haters. Haters can find hate everywhere, they can hate on everything and I don't know how they do that. Maybe they really are confused by the meaning of admiring and liking to another weird meaning (hate).
3. Since you know your videos are boring, then why still make videos?
- I've seen many kinds of videos, some times those videos that I can't catch any humor from are the ones people think is so damn funny when I'm like "O_O..." throughout the whole video catching nothing. YouTube space is big enough to store my videos so saying "you're wasting YouTube's space" is bullshit. Different people have different kinds of like. If you don't like someone's video, hurry stop it instead of continue watching and thinking "yucks this bitch" every second/minute that passed, then at the end of the video, you comment something like "ur ugly/ur vids sucks/faggot/u just wasted my time" thinking that you're a batman for sharing your opinions but actually you're worser than that green guy who lives in a garbage bin in sesame street. I mean, are you that batch of grass in telli tabbies? Or are you the baby faced sun?! (that's a joke)
4. Your jokes are not funny at all! It's annoying.
- I said this before, I'm not a comedian, I don't even know what it takes to be a comedian, all my jokes are cold and lame but some people get it and LAUGH. That's just who I am, and those are the jokes that I can manage to come out with, cold ones. Maybe because I prefer hot to cold (weather) so when I'm VERY hot, I can come out with a cold joke to cold myself down? That was the lousiest cold joke I've ever think of.
5. I just don't like you, MichelleAKJ. You're ugly.
- That's your problem, you're beautiful.
I think that's all the questions that I think people are haunted by?
Last: I delete some of my videos because there's no point of leaving useless things there.
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