16.12.11 15/12

Yesterday.

You know 15 is my favorite number and luckiest number. But... it was bad. So bad.

1) I want to say sorry for those who're waiting for us to go live. I promise I'll make sure it will happen first before I announcing it. If you follow the three of us, you should already know why we're not going live today. One have school tomorrow, another have too much homework, and I only had 3 hours of sleep. Shit just happened so I hope you guys understand. I deeply apologize for making you all wait till so late. I am SO sorry. After reading this paragraph, please go have some rest okay?

2) I'm not in a very good mood the whole day today. But I still can smile and laugh. XD

Too many shit happened today, but you know, nobody wants that so let's just face shits with flushes. I created this makeup look called Icy Blue and my false eyelashes today were so obedient! So I thought today's going to be a very good day. Got woken up by my aunt for yelling 3 hours after I finally got into my unicorn land, feeling so damn tired, knowing my mom and I were going out in the afternoon, I tried to sleep back but I can't fall back asleep so I started preparing.

Makeup of the day!

You can totally see how dry my face is and that freaking dot there. Oh and my eyes' vains/blood vessels. 

That shows how tired I am. And my eyes were red today evening because I was sooo tired but I can't fall asleep in public, I don't know why. Got woken up by my aunt these days so my mood and skin are both affected. 

I said I wanted to go Orchard because they have pretty Christmas lightings/decorations and I wanna share with all of you! And because I'm going today and my mom hate going there, I had to force myself awake till night so I can catch something nice for my dear readers.

Sticking to Starbucks. This, I hate O' Coffee club.

But.

Ice cream on top, cake below. Super cool!

Love this most!

Yes, I didn't go to the part near somerset so there's something missing here. I should have went there for more Christmas lightings/decorations but I was too tired to walk there. And I didn't take pictures of Christmas trees there although they're really nice. I'm really too tired. ☹

Part of why today's kinda shitty is because I feel... I don't know how to say it but I was hoping for something. Someone maybe? This is getting nowhere. LOL

Orchard MRT was closed and we tried all the taxi stand we could find there and there's no cabs. So you know, it's damn stupid. But there's this caucasian queueing for taxi, too, she asked "is there any more cabs or times up for it?" so I replied her "we're all waiting, there's still cabs outside but it's just that there's no cab turning in!" and she asked "is this normal like how you guys always wait? Because I need to get to a place by 10pm" (it's 9:36pm) my mom said "yeah, we've already waited for more than half an hour" her eyes got bigger and went like OMG REALLY? GEEZ I'M OUT OF HERE THANKS BTW. My mom and I totally laughed at that. She's so cool. LOL

Other than that.. My Jeffrey Campbell Lita arrived.

To prove that it's the real original one.

Didn't plan to write in a post mainly focusing on this because Melvin (my aunt's big son) ran to me and said him and Shawn (my aunt's younger son) was curious about what's inside so they went to open it. But thankfully they only opened the parcel/package and not touching the Lita itself. At least Melvin is honest, right? :S

THE BEST THING IS... I FINALLY GOT THAT CHANEL SHADES I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR SO FKN LONG.

Forgive me for last minute not going live okay?

Goodnight! Keep smiling. xo

15.12.11 Budget day #2

Welcome to budget day number 2! 

Hahaha this wasn't planned but I just find that these things I got is quite cheap so I think it's worth another budget day post!

Can be found in ANY night markets.

Mini bag: $12.90 but I got it for $11.50.

Knitted outerwear: $15.90/ea but I got it for 2 for $28.

The bag was the funniest! So this is the only bag that caught my eye at that very moment when I first glance through all the bags. And because my mom wanted to go further in to walk, I keep pestering her to go back. We went back after buying the 2 knitted outerwear and then the aunty came to promote it because she knows I'm looking at it since I first stepped infront of her store. She said it's $12.90, with me holding on the bag, I was thinking this thing here looks cheap but I really like this bag, maybe I can make it look expensive if I'm the one carrying it. It's too cute!!! Considering that the sewn up "brand" looks damn cheap (the brown diamond looking thing) I was standing there staring at that thing. She said "if you want, I can charge you $12" and my mom said "can't go any cheaper?" I said without hesitation "$11" and she's like "hahaha uhm really cannot" then I'm like "$11.50" and she said "another 50 cents!? I really can't discount for you anymore..." so I'm still thinking. 80% thinking of buying it at $12. But I'm like no, it's either the price I offered or I can save up that money but another part of me was like I really like it, money isn't a problem for such cute bag, it's just 50 cents anyway and then I decided to walk away cuz my mom asked "you wanna think?" so she thanked her and turned around walking already metres away from that aunty, she shouted "will you want if I charge you $11.50?" and me and my mom was like ">:)" and I'm like "SEE?!". LOL BADASS.

The Illuminating mask really works! I saw the result the next day I woke up and I totally got a shock!

Mask: $1.95 - buy one get one free.

False eyelashes: $1.95 each.

Makeup sponge: $2.90 for 6 thick triangulated sponges.

Crystal Whitening just to try out, I think it's less than $3, can't remember and lazy to find it.

Obviously, those can be found in any SASA outlet. XD

Don't think this post is useful but I find the bag bargaining is damn funny!

EXTRA

This is super expensive even to me. $35+ for a damn mascara?!

I can wear it to my grandma's sister's house during chinese new year because they fucked me at how THICK my makeup was this year when I only wear some eyeliner without false lashes. So... this is really useful! But hard to remove and it's expensive. So don't buy it if you like wearing false lashes like me even though it can piss you off sometimes. XD

14.12.11 Truth

Again.

There's times, guys in facebook ask if I'm a virgin. I'm proud to say that I am because I really am. They didn't believe. But in the end they believed after knowing me more about me. Some ridiculous guy even said offensive things like "are you sure? 16 years in life, still a virgin?!". Is it really that shocking? That just means that I can get into relationships protecting myself and also protecting our relationship itself. Also that I can make guys happy without opening my legs or taking off my shirt. None of my ex-boyfriends asked me for sex before. Now see how cool they are? They might not be the best guys on earth but at least they respect girls. Respect our relationship and respect themselves. I did share a same bed with my ex-boyfriend (NO S) before, BUT WE'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING UGLY. 

Sitting down there or laying down talking about our day or having some heart to heart talk. Just that simple. Nothing else.

NO MAKING OUT INVOLVED. 

NOTHING ELSE EVEN IF IT'S SLEEP, IT'S LIKE SNORING KIND OF SLEEP. 

I don't even go to my guy friend's house unless we're really THAT close. You know what I mean?

Out of this 16 years, I only went to 2 guy friend's house before, with OUR friends. And they both actually became my ex-boyfriends.

Yes I'm that innocent. Problems? :D

And then I stop getting that question until...

5 months ago.

4 days ago.

Thinking that I've already cleared that up, 18 hours ago.

You can't miss the one 18 hours ago, can you?

Or do you think that I'll have sex with someone within that 12 hours? 

Why did you accuse me by saying no?

C'mon now...

I just cleared that up in the huge paragraph at the beginning of this post.

How could you say that?

For people who're really that curious about whether if I'm a virgin, there you go. I am. I REALLY AM.

I'm not going to repeat myself again but I'm a proud virgin, I'm keeping it until I'm married. If I really can, I'm going to keep it forever. Many people know that I hate kids but I want to get married. I told Kife (the guy who laugh like mad in this video) about this (so I'm actually just repeating and phrasing it clearer) and I remembered his reaction about me saying that I want to get married but don't want to have kids. He's like "O_o" literally. Maybe not that much of a O_o but it's damn funny! Back to topic. Many people also said, where to find such guy? Even if that guy agrees to it, their moms won't. No kids? What about when I'm old and lonely and unwanted? Okay, I hate kids doesn't mean I won't have one. I plan to adopt 2 kids. If I can't afford, I'll adopt just one. So I must make sure that I have that money to adopt kids once I reach a certain age. You should know why I want to adopt kids from the orphanage.

I totally forget what I want to continue in this post because I just ended tinychat (it's 5:33am now) and I left this post here for like hours. So byebye! Going live with Jouri tomorrow! See you guys there! I'll update my twitter. ^-^